🍀 A year ago, I took a leap of faith 🍀
🔥 After completely changing our lives around, moving to Mexico and birthing a beautiful daughter, it was time to transform the way I was creating value in the world.
🐉 You see- I had always attracted jobs that were fun. That offered opportunities for growth. That took me to beautiful new places in the world- like Bonaire, Dubai and Silicon Valley. Jobs that paid well. And I'm very grateful for those opportunities. But there was always a part of me that ached. A part of me that could not be fully expressed.
🦜 A year ago I found myself working a freelance job that was taking up a lot of headspace. It wasn't the job itself- no, it was my mind that was continuously obsessing over whether I was doing the job well enough. I felt split between the job I felt I *had* to do in order to create stability in my crazy new life and a financial baseline, and the things that were stirring inside me that I was really longing for: expanding on my energy healing talents, diving deep into the mysteries of the Universe, and spending more time with my fresh little family.
🦄 One day -a year ago- I got terrifyingly real with myself. And I realized that by working that freelance job and worrying about money, I was actually distracting myself from discovering and living the life I truly desired. A long hard look at my financial situation showed me that I was fortunate enough to sustain myself for about a year.
🌝 So I took the plunge and gave myself a year 'off'. A year to explore my unique gifts. To prioritize rest & restoration to integrate big life changes. A year to find out what truly makes my heart sing. To study & expand. A year to discover the ways I want to bring value to the world. A year in which I promised myself to not have to worry where the money was going to come from.
😱 That year has been transformative and expansive in many, many ways- and has not always been easy. I have come to a completely new understanding of Life and our role in it. This understanding came with some serious health challenges. I was quite literally shedding my skin in a long eczema outbreak. Simultaneously, Michael and I navigated some deep parenthood & relationship trials. All the while working on birthing my soul-aligned business Elsenzo. On very very little sleep ;)
👉 And I'm SO happy and grateful for all of it. Because after all these trials and tribulations, I now feel grounded and on course. I know who I am and what I'm here to do.
🌈 I have come to the deep, embodied realization that I am a unique expression of God, and I'm here to remind you that you are, too! As such, we get to create our own reality.
👹 However, we have to do the work of excavating and de-conditioning our essence, first. Face our demons and transform them. Take responsibility for our dark patches. Own it all. And move forward from there.
💗 I am so grateful to the Els-one-year-ago for taking this leap. It has given me much more than I could have ever imagined.
⏳ I am very well aware that not everybody is in the position to give themselves a year 'off' like I did to explore their calling. Luckily, It's not always necessary- everybody has their own unique path.
⚡️What matters is TAKING THE DECISION, not how much money you have in the bank. I have experienced over and over again that when one takes a bold decision, Life organizes itself around it.
👯♀️ And the beautiful thing is- we don't have to do it all alone. I'm so grateful for allowing myself to reach out for support. Walking this path together with like-minded sisters and coaches has kept me on course when times got tough. You know who you are. ✨Thank you✨.
❤️ I now feel more at home in my life than I ever have. When I look at all the beauty that we have consciously (co-)created, my heart fills with so much joy. I feel immense gratitude to my human partner-in-creation Michael, who does not shy away from doing the deep and confronting inner work together.
✨ I'm so excited to see what the next year will bring. And of course, there is always more work to do and this is just the beginning.
🍾 If you feel that you're ready to take the leap and discover what you're here to do - Congratulations!
💚 I am so happy to now offer healing sessions and 1-1 coaching containers to support you in finding out what lights you up, in excavating your essence from what is holding you back, and in creating a soul-ful business that celebrates your uniqueness and generates a royal income living your soul purpose!
👉 Check out the ways that we can work together at www.elsenzo.com